Fade Out ~ Fade In

By jackcollier7 on
I wish I’d been born with no feelings at all.

wine was the least of what I was drinking

Last year I discovered some unpleasant things about myself, and the way my interpersonal relationships worked ~ or rather didn’t work.  All my relationships were dysfunctional, painful, and ruinous.  Mostly this was my fault because I could have just walked away from anyone at any time.

I didn’t, instead I let myself go downhill into depression, paranoia, and booze.

Over the last year, and over the Christmas Holidays I faded out.

Well, it’s time I faded back in again.

I don’t know what kind of life I’m going to have, and I’m afraid to find out.

I’ll keep you posted.

~

Jack Collier

jackcollier7@talktalk.net

 

I need to work on fading back in

Posted in: Booze, Ethics, Lifestyle, Mental Health, Personal Style | Tagged: , , , ,

11 responses

  1. robynbird | Reply

    Hard work always always always pays off! ❤

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    1. jackcollier7 | Reply

      It’s darned hard work right now. 💞

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      1. robynbird | Reply

        I know. I also know if it is truly what you want, you’ll stop at nothing to get it. Have you asked yourself what it is you truly want?

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  2. Hawksword | Reply

    Writers Group this week! 🙂

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    1. jackcollier7 | Reply

      Tomorrow?

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      1. Hawksword | Reply

        Yep…Quentin is doing a workshop for us. 6.30 at central 🙂

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  3. magickmermaid | Reply

    Sending you healing energy! I know you will succeed!

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    1. jackcollier7 | Reply

      🌹🌹🌹🌹

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  4. Garfield Hug | Reply

    And I encourage you on with grit and gumption. You can and you will. 👍

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    1. jackcollier7 | Reply

      Thank you. I need a new life. 🌹💖

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      1. Garfield Hug | Reply

        Go for it JC!!

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