I wish I’d been born with no feelings at all.
wine was the least of what I was drinking
Last year I discovered some unpleasant things about myself, and the way my interpersonal relationships worked ~ or rather didn’t work. All my relationships were dysfunctional, painful, and ruinous. Mostly this was my fault because I could have just walked away from anyone at any time.
I didn’t, instead I let myself go downhill into depression, paranoia, and booze.
Over the last year, and over the Christmas Holidays I faded out.
Well, it’s time I faded back in again.
I don’t know what kind of life I’m going to have, and I’m afraid to find out.
I’ll keep you posted.
~
Jack Collier
jackcollier7@talktalk.net
I need to work on fading back in
Hard work always always always pays off! ❤
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It’s darned hard work right now. 💞
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I know. I also know if it is truly what you want, you’ll stop at nothing to get it. Have you asked yourself what it is you truly want?
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Writers Group this week! 🙂
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Tomorrow?
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Yep…Quentin is doing a workshop for us. 6.30 at central 🙂
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Sending you healing energy! I know you will succeed!
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🌹🌹🌹🌹
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And I encourage you on with grit and gumption. You can and you will. 👍
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Thank you. I need a new life. 🌹💖
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Go for it JC!!
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