Stressed and Distressed

I feel as bad today as I have on any day of my life.

About 3 years ago I had double pneumonia, pleuresy, and 5 broken ribs.

A few years before that my business went bust because my partner was stealing all the capital I put into it.

Before that I quit / lost my highly paid job in banking, and at about the  same time I got divorced.

A sorry tale, but today I feel as bad or worse as a I have ever felt in my life.

I suffer from life-threatening mental illness called Borderline Personality Disorder, and the myriad symptoms are making me feel stressed, distressed, and depressed.  Add that to the flu I had this week and my life is hardly worth living.

As I said, today, in fact all of this week, I feel the worst I have ever felt in my life.

~

Jack Collier

jackcollier7@talktalk.net

This is how I feel today.

10 responses

  1. I’m so sorry you feel like this. Huggers from across the ocean .

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    1. Thanks, I was hoping to be in California for Christmas, but it didn’t happen ❤😛😕

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  2. Jack, I’m sorry you are feeling so awful. Sending healing energy! Try to remember that you emerged from all of those bad times stronger and more committed to helping yourself.

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    1. It all feels pretty sad for me today ~ probably tomorrow will ne bad too. ❤

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      1. I know exactly how you feel. As someone once said (Winston Churchill?) “If you are going through hell, keep going!”

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        1. Yes that was Churchill

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  3. What can you do to make it better for today?

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