rock bottom will be the solid foundation on which I can remake my life
Over the past couple of weeks I have struggled to cope with the Borderline Personality Disorder I suffer from. I have been planning on focusing on my health after the Christmas holidays. Well, don’t hold your breath. Unless I can get much better pretty quickly I might be a basket case by the time 2020 rolls around.
If you have health, you probably will be happy, and if you have health and happiness, you have all the wealth you need, even if it’s not all you want. ~ Elbert Hubbard
I need to get some kind of recovery by avoiding booze, excessive stress, uncontrollable emotions, depression and anxiety, jealousy, and vicious mood swings. Probably I need to avoid thoughts and situations that emotionally drain me. I need to put my emotional health right at the top of my list.
I need to try to maintain my spiritual health by finding meaning and mindfulness in every thing I do. Avoiding activities that I find meaningless or stressful. Spiritual ill health weakens me physically and emotionally, and it’s easy to get sick if I am weak in mind and body.
Driving myself into the ground, finding yet another rock bottom serves no one. It decreases my chances of living a long and healthy life. Do I really want to sacrifice my health because of people, places, things, thought, and emotions?
My health needs to be positively maintained at all times. I really need to commit to looking after my physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual health for the remainder of my life.
Perhaps I could try being happy for a change.
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jack collier
jackcollier7@talktalk.net
having multiple personalities might be cool
one of them could be happy
JackCollier7 
Please do be happy, Jack, or at the very least be content with where you are in life. It’s too short to spend it being miserable. Love ‘n hugs, my friend. ❤
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Thank you Jill, I’m working on being happy and content.
Love and Hugs Jill ❤❤❤
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Keep on working at it, Jack. You’re a good man and you deserve happiness. ❤
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Aww I am glad! Anyone who understands or at least can sympathize will make you feel a bit lighter! I know first hand that a person can brighten your day with A few simple words or a smile! 😊😃 and yes prayer can do wonders trust me I have gotten down on my knees and prayed and prayers do get answered just trust in it! 👍
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Any time I can help you I shall, you are so supportive and kind. Love and Hugs. 😎
I will include you in my prayer tonight. ❤❤❤
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Awww that’s so sweet! And we can all use prayer so greatly appreciated! Thank you for the kindness 😊💜😊
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Thank you glitzritxy mommy. Your comments have lightened my day. Perhaps you are right and I need to pray again. 💖💖💖😎
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Jack eat well, exercise, start with little things that help to lighten the mood a favorite song, movie, go out for a walk or run when it starts to build or call a friend. Remember there are people who are there to help and whom do care
And remember it’s not your fault it’s not always in your control it’s real and people may not get that it is truly a fight each and everyday but if you believe in God pray . If not maybe look in that direction and always remember you are not alone! Some people understand and know what your going though!
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