borderline personality disorder is a serious mental illness

I have been acting like a jerk in recent days, but it isn’t really my fault.  I suffer from an untreated mental illness that has given me false memories and paranoia.  Borderline Personality Disorder really needs intensive and specialised therapy, which I am never likely to receive because of the cost.

So I am suffering, and so is everyone I care for.

The thing is, I’ve upset the few friends I have, and I don’t know if I can get it back again, make amends, or be forgiven.

I can only hope.

I guess that time will tell.

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Jack Collier

jackcollier7@talktalk.net