Our decisions make us who and what we are ~ and who we will become.
Perhaps happiness isn’t for me. In my life I know that I have made 3 very bad decisions, but more often then not I made no real decisions at all. I would just sit back and go with the flow, be a nice guy ~ perhaps say yes to often. And all those times I said yes were like small pebbles being dropped onto the top of a mountain. Eventually all those pebbles became the start of an avalanche which crushed me to death. Happiness doesn’t seem to be around for me just now.
am I happy?
I guess that would be a no.
So, I need to change something, probably me.