I am a man, I like women. Rather, I like one woman. Sometimes that is a curse.
Part of the struggle I deal with every day is trying to turn my problems into solutions, especially when it comes to interpersonal relationships. I am fully aware that I can’t make things better just by trying harder, and that what I need to do is find the right friendships, not just the most convenient ones. I should try to find a caring woman, not just a woman who turns me on.
A good friend plays an evolving role in one’s life. My best friend allows me to aspire to greater things and she lifts me up towards success. My best friend does not always give me the easy answers, or the simple solutions. My best friend often says ‘no’.
My Life is made of many things that tell me who I am. Friendships, money, clothes, my home, my past, her past. Some of this is very negative stuff, and my best friend saying ‘no’ is the most negative thing of all.
Either I need to change the way I think, or get a new circle of friends. Either I need to change my wants, needs, and desires, or get a new best friend.
Anyhow, these flowers are for her.
A rose for my Aphrodite.