When You Love Someone Nothing Else Matters
I thought that I was in love, but obviously I wasn’t.
I allowed things from the past that neither my friend nor I can change to hurt me. If I was really in love then the past wouldn’t matter, only today would matter. The past would be gone and over.
So, I screwed up, in a bad way. I put myself into the past, where I am trapped.
The wounds and stitches on my face show just how bad I got hurt.
The question is, what can I do about it?
Well, I can’t even ask the right questions of myself.
I certainly can’t ask my friend any questions. I wouldn’t want to know the answers. The truth can hurt like nothing else.
I will just wait in this hotel for the dawn, and get through tomorrow with honestly, honour, and grace. Sometimes waiting is all a man can do.
The rest of my life is on hold right now.
- jack collier