Sometimes There Is Nothing A Man Can Do
Today, despite everything, and that I am on vacation in sunny Southern California, I feel very, very bad.
I don’t know if I have ever been this suicidally distressed in my life. I feel beyond ordinarily upset.
Things are not even going wrong, and nobody is trying to upset me.
But I have got myself trapped in things that happened to someone else in the past, and it’s destroying me.
It’s crazy, but I don’t know how to escape this destructive emotional distress.
Perhaps I should not get involved with a woman, not ever.
Just keep on keeping on I think.
Maybe I will better tomorrow.
I hope so.